enigmatic adolescents

Conundrums of an Ambiguous Drama Queen

Scattered

Thoughts are dangerous.
A story teller starts walking down a road and looses his path many times. He doesn’t find his way back and follows a different route that lures him.
His mind is working too fast and he can’t express himself the way he wanted to. He starts a story but never ends it.
He gets diverted whenever he finds a path that intrigues him, leaving an incomplete fatuous journey. He doesn’t realise it yet, he will later. He would regret not consummating his journey and blame it on his thoughts that were scattered; the thoughts that pulled him towards a new path.

He sits and worries that his thoughts will always remain fascinated by different paths at the same time. He is impatient yet hopes he finds the right way for him, until then… he keeps on moving, searching and wandering.

He is a nomad with scattered thoughts.

Deeper Into Chaos

The world crumbles around me and I stand there welcoming darkness.
I’m admiring the scrutiny, it’s an art that i’ve mastered.
I’m used to the staring eyes and hushed words.
My whimsical actions invite these eyes to look as I fall deeper into chaos.
The emptiness aches and makes me fall.
I try to rise but not one hand to pull me up and hundreds of them bringing me down.
I stare up into the darkness and I look down upon the darkness.
The floor beneath seems to shatter and I start to fall.
It feels like flying for long but then again I hit the ground.
I won’t lose hope and try to rise.
Try to not fall, deeper into chaos.